Tuesday, December 24, 2019

Advent. Beloved


Our small circle of beloveds will all gather in our little living room tomorrow morning for Christmas morning. It’s been a year of great change as our circle turns with the tides of time.
It seems right to make the annual Christmas post an Advent meditation because seasons of change are more about preparation and expectation and reflection than about presence or presents.

The extended family gathered for
my mother's memorial; we took
time to go to the house where my
sibs and I grew up to take this
shot of two generations
Time may seem to unfold in one direction, but history certainly does not – even when speaking on the scale of family histories. Time and history are more like tides, flowing in waves that seem quite organized until they break into chaos along whatever lines and ridges reach up to disrupt them.
Birth, death, and the various intersections, choices, and decisions along the way form those ridges, and upon each of them some waves crashed in our lives this year. Like the waves hitting the shoreline, some of it was hard, some of it was gentle, and, in its own ways, all of it was filled with grace and a certain beauty.
The year began, at least for Cheryl, Hannah, and me, far from familiar shores – literally. We rang in the new year in Paris! The three of us had a grand adventure doing lots of touristy things in the City of Light for a few days before heading to Italy for a bit more than a week. We ate our way from Venice to Florence to Rome, and walked it all off visiting museums, ruins, and as many remarkable works of art as we could get to along the way. We’re all dreaming of return trips.
Hannah & Cheryl in our
Venice hotel
Hannah got home just in time to head back to school in Charlottesville. She is now in the middle of her third year at UVA, and is beginning to ponder what will come after she graduates with a comp sci degree in the spring of 2021. She's doing great in school, and loving life on campus, including being captain of one of the women's ultimate frisbee teams. She began last summer having one of her hips surgically repaired, and then spent the rest of the summer once again as the high ropes coordinator at Camp Hanover. So, yes, the surgery went well. It seems likely she'll be seeking an internship for the coming summer. If 2020 is the year she moves on, it will mark the first summer since 2006 that none of our kids will be at camp as either campers or staffers.

Martin with one of his bandmates
That does not mean none of the kids will spend significant time on that holy ground in 2020. Martin’s big news of the current year is his engagement to Delanie. They met at camp many years ago, and will celebrate their wedding at camp next August. Delanie is a delightful, creative, kind young woman who teaches art at Mechanicsville’s high school. Martin is working at a brand-new public library in Richmond, and is working on his masters in library science on-line from the University of South Carolina. He’s also making lots of music with his band, 8-track Almanac, which boasts more banjos per capita than any other band in RVA. It will be a joyous welcome to the family next summer, though, to be fair, Delanie has been part of our circle of beloveds for many years now.
We did have one lovely brand-new addition to the circle this year, as Bud and Monica welcomed
the sibs and Ollie
Oliver Beckett to the family. Smalliver, as Martin christened the little guy, made his grand debut on October 30, about two hours before the Nats won the World Series. Bud reported that he fell right into the whole fatherhood thing, spending the first couple of hours with a baby napping on his chest while he watched a baseball game. Bud and Monica are enjoying the great transitions into parenthood, and we are loving seeing them embrace the joys and challenges of loving a newborn into the world. They have a lovely townhouse in Reston, and have been doing some serious nesting this year. Bud is still enjoying his work at Vigget and slowly plugging away on his dissertation, while Monica is on leave from her work at Heeling House.
Smallie & Mimi
Cheryl still has the best job in the world as an education outreach specialist at the Library of Congress. The core of the staff team she serves with has been consistent across many years now, and they do important work well together. Most days, Cheryl loves heading off to work. Well, at least that’s what she says. I’m almost always asleep when she catches the 6:00 a.m. bus and heads toward Capitol Hill. But, since she does it every day, I figure she’s telling the truth about enjoying it. She still comes home with great stories about new-to-her discoveries in the library’s collection, and how she can help K-12 teaches use them in their classrooms. It might seem like an exaggeration to claim new discoveries after 16 years, but when you consider that the library holds more than 160 million discreet items she’d have to have examined more than a million per year to get through it all!
I, on the other, felt I had come to the end of learning and growing in my service to the wee kirk at
I'm gonna kiss you on the
Champs-Élysées
Clarendon, so after more than 16 years as their pastor, I left CPC at the beginning of November to accept the invitation to serve as intentional interim pastor at Burke Presbyterian out in Fairfax County. CPC and I were both ready for transitions, and so I am leaning into a call to do intentional transitional ministry as the final chapter of my paid pastoral work for the church. To the extent that one can plan such things, I imagine that I’ll serve three or four congregations over the next six to ten years. Eventually, we plan to move to Richmond (and next year maybe this missive will include real news on that), and I may well do similar work in congregations in that presbytery as part of our transition to retirement.
holding mom's hand
Contemplating that can of change reminds me that we are definitely entering a different stage of life. That reality was brought into sharper focus over the summer when my mom died. She was a few months short of her 92nd birthday, and had lived a rich, full, and remarkable life. She died knowing that one of her grandbabies was about to become a parent, and becoming a great grandmother was one of two items that stayed in her bucket list. She also wanted to see someone else in the White House. Alas, for us all, that wish was also unfulfilled. We miss her greatly, but remain committed to the ideals that shaped her life: a world of fairness for all, with particular attention to the needs of children and marginalized communities.
As Christmas rolls around once more, hold your beloved ones close. May the light of love shine brightly on you, and may it shine through you, as well in your own work to make the world a brighter place for all of God’s beloved ones.
Peace.

Monday, December 23, 2019

Advent. Message


Massage. I keep looking at the list of Advent words and seeing the one for today as “massage.” What message is my brain sending me?
I can certainly understand it as “good news,” but I’m pretty sure it’s not the good news I’m supposed to be pondering in my heart these days. On the other hand, if we are to love our neighbors as ourselves we do have to have some understanding of and practices of love for self. Maybe that massage message is telling me something that I should hear.
Of course, if I leave it at that, then I’m missing the whole part about loving my neighbor. Ah, and there’s the rub, as it were. Because I soon as I own up to the fact that I owe my neighbor the same love that I feel owed, in some sense, then I have to interrogate all kinds of things:
Who is my neighbor? Who is included in that? Does it include the one up the street who posts his MAGA signs? Surely it includes the guy who has been down on the corner holding the “need money” sign. It probably includes Mitch McConnell, too.
What does love look like for those neighbors I don’t really too much like? Surely that must include wanting for them the same things I want for myself, my family, my close circle of friends, my church communities.
What, then, do I want for those whom I love?
Massages for all! Well, not really that, exactly, but I suppose I want for the ones I love the same sense of peace and general well-being I experience when I do treat myself to a massage. The Biblical word for that would be shalom, and so, my wish for myself, my beloveds, and my neighbors this season is simply that: shalom in body, mind, and spirit. May you experience that, and then, grounded in that sense of deep peace, may we find ways to work together to ensure a world in which all of God’s children can lay their claim to the same peace. 
That sounds like good news to me. That feels like a message worth passing along.

Sunday, December 22, 2019

Advent. Restore


Well, I completely missed yesterday but as the word was “rest” I’m just going to say I was putting it into practice.
Actually, I was engaging in some of what I find restorative. Figuring out that piece of life is essential to living deeply and well. You cannot give away what you don’t have. If you are going to engage in work that is meaningful – doing justice, making peace, healing, teaching, leading, creating – you have to figure out what restores you otherwise you wind up empty.
I’m fortunate enough to have found a few practices of restoration along the way that serve me well, and yesterday turned out to be a good day for engaging several of them.
I ran outside at what passes for speed for me any more, and 3.5 miles at pace restores my soul even as it leaves me with a healthy soreness the next day. I spend more than an hour playing my new guitar and experimenting with chord progressions in an alternative tuning. Making music always restores my soul. Then we had dinner with friends.
There were errands and a few chores in between, and time for a bit of a nap, as well. All and all, it was a day of rest and restoration that I was blessed to find in the midst of the rush of leading a church during Advent.
There’s nothing deep or profound in any of that, but you cannot hope to live into the deeps if you don’t find rest in the calm of the shallows on a regular basis.