Fiddle songs echo somewhere in the distant past,
and maybe the Harrigans brought one from the old sod
or the Ensigns had a fiddle on the boat from the Highlands …
or was it the Lowlands.
Some Scotland or another in any case is where my roots sink
but so deeply in the past that, like most Americans, I am
rootless now
roaming the countryside like a poor lost mongrel.
I am not a single animal, though. Emerson contained
multiples,
and if it was good enough for Ralph, well then …
In the morning, when the sun forms a warm circle, I am a cat
stretched and lazy.
By mid-afternoon, I may morph into a goofy Irish Setter
chasing that cat away.
I’d like to be a wise, old owl, but mostly I’m just old now,
and enjoy hooting.
My mother probably knew best, all those years ago, when she
called me “silly ol’ bear.”
I am mostly a Teddy Bear.
Stuffed with cotton batting, especially just now with a
headcold.
But that head is hard as any old oak, just ask my family.
We are a long line of stubborn, disputatious Scots-Irish
hard heads.
I hope the heart, though, is made of something softer.
Perhaps like Bobbie Burns’ red, red rose.
Truth be told, though, this heart may be a thistle,
kept in prickly safeness … or brokenness
in this frame as tall as the grave
I keep outrunning as I dance across the earth
To that ancient fiddle tune.
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